I left my phone charger at B's last week or I lost it or something. It's vanished. And my phone is so completely dead.
B's going on a mission. I'm waiting. He'll leave in a couple months, we'll get married when he gets home in 2011. It's going to be hard. Don't tell be it'll be worth it. I know it will, but right now, I kinda want to just feel a little bit sorry for myself. We were going to be married in two weeks, and now it's two years and some. I'll be okay in a day or two, I've had a week to process, and I'll be done processing in a little bit. I don't want to talk. Just thought I'd let you know.
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
I'm bored. Bored. Bored. Bored.
What color is your tooth brush?
clear and teal
Name someone that made you smile last night ?
talking to my b
What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
talking to my brother
What is your favorite candy?
chocolate kinds. or fruity kinds. or others.
Have you ever been to a strip club?
nope
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
definitely. as much as possible.
What is the best ice cream flavor?
bunny tracks
What was the last thing you had to drink?
water
What are you wearing right now?
jeans and socks and b's hoodie
What was the last thing you ate?
chef salad
Have you bought any new items this week?
food during my driving yesterday and some lotion
What did you do yesterday?
kissed b goodbye for a while, then drove and drove and drove and drove, and then stopped at wal-mart on my way through town for my mom (and to buy lotion) and then talked to my b
Who is the the last person you talked to in person?
my brother
Do you like someone?
yes
If you could be with anyone right now who would you want to be with?
b. as usual. or my girls.
Are you someone' s best friend?
yes
What are you doing tomorrow?
babysitting and picking my sister up from school and applying for more jobs, and oh yeah, it's my birthday
Where is your mom?
in her room, asleep
Look to your right , what do you see?
a huge pile of my crap that i have nowhere to put and my closet/dresser
What age do you want to be when you have kids?
the plan is i'll be about 26
Is there someone you want, but can' t have?
not really
Do you have a dog?
my family has 3
Last guy you talked on the phone with?
other than the guy at the dmv, my b
Last girl you talked on the phone with?
my mom
Any plans today ?
hopefully talk to b and then go to bed
Do you dye your hair?
sometimes
What were you doing at 7: 45AM this morning?
sleeping
Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
this whole being unemployed thing kinda sucks
Who is the last person to send you a text, what does it say?
redbox's monday free rental code
Do you have a tan?
i wish, although i'm also trying to keep skin cancer away
Are you jealous of anyone right now?
not really
How do you feel about tattoos and piercings?
pretty neutral
Missing someone?
very very much
When was the last time you were on an airplane?
when i flew out to kansas city last october (over a year ago)
Look in your inbox, who are most of your texts from?
b and my cousins
Are you an alcoholic?
nope :)
Where will you be in an hour?
either talking to b or going to bed
What made your day?
i took a bubble bath and now i smell like honey
What are you excited for in the next month?
b's birthday, i might be going down to r/c, might get to see b (huge maybe)
Does anyone disgust you?
a couple
When was the last time you cried?
yesterday morning when i said goodbye to b and started driving home
What are you good at in school?
arguing :)
Do you trust anyone 100%?
b and my girls
Who will you be with Saturday night?
uh, probably my little sister
What woke you up this morning?
one of my mom's day care kids coming in to see if i was up yet...she's not supposed to come in my room, but she does
Is tomorrow going to be a good night?
hopefully, it's my birthday :)
How many myspace accounts do you have?
one
What was your first thought this morning?
go away kid!
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
married to b, and hopefully doing something productive
Who do you wish you were with right now?
i'm irritating, i know, but b
Would you rather talk on the phone or chat on AIM?
depends
Do you listen to music every day?
yep
What do you want to do right now?
i don't know
Are you listening to music right now?
no, gilmore girls on dvd
Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
nope
What makes you mad?
ignorance, prejudice
What are the third and eighteenth texts in your phone?
your bill is available
:) see you soon :)
What do you usually do right when you wake up?
check the time
What emotion you are feeling right now?
complicated
Who did you hang out with Friday night?
b!
Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
occasionally
How many piercings do you have?
one in each ear
Are you a morning person or a night person?
can be either
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you talk to 24/7?
b, and a couple of my cousins are always there when i need them, even at three in the morning
Name one thing that made you frown today:
there was a wreck on the bridge when i was coming home from town
Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
only if i'm freezing
How long does it take for you to take a shower?
at least 20 minutes, unless i'm really rushing
Do you like the smell of gasoline?
not really
Have you kissed anyone whose name begins with the letter D?
nope
Do your parents really know you?
kind of
What are you listening to right now?
gilmore girls on dvd
Do you like pancakes?
yeah, i like waffles better though
Do you trust all your friends?
if i didn't, they wouldn't be my friend
How have you felt today?
still kind of confused
Are you a forgiving person?
i try to be
Ever had a girl best friend?
several
Ever had a guy best friend?
i think so
Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
my sister? that would be problematic
Last time you laughed?
this afternoon
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
somebody calling for my dad
clear and teal
Name someo
talking to my b
What were you doing
talking to my brother
What is your favor
chocolate kinds. or fruity kinds. or others.
Have you ever been to a strip
nope
Would
definitely. as much as possible.
What is the best ice cream
bunny tracks
What was the last thing
water
What are you weari
jeans and socks and b's hoodie
What was the last thing
chef salad
Have you bough
food during my driving yesterday and some lotion
What did you do yeste
kissed b goodbye for a while, then drove and drove and drove and drove, and then stopped at wal-mart on my way through town for my mom (and to buy lotion) and then talked to my b
Who is the the last perso
my brother
Do you like someo
yes
If you could
b. as usual. or my girls.
Are you someo
yes
What are you doing
babysitting and picking my sister up from school and applying for more jobs, and oh yeah, it's my birthday
Where
in her room, asleep
Look to your right
a huge pile of my crap that i have nowhere to put and my closet/dresser
What age do you want to be when you have kids?
the plan is i'll be about 26
Is there
not really
Do you have a dog?
my family has 3
Last guy you talke
other than the guy at the dmv, my b
Last girl you talke
my mom
Any plans
hopefully talk to b and then go to bed
Do you dye your hair?
sometimes
What were you doing
sleeping
Bigge
this whole being unemployed thing kinda sucks
Who is the last perso
redbox's monday free rental code
Do you have a tan?
i wish, although i'm also trying to keep skin cancer away
Are you jealo
not really
How do you feel about
pretty neutral
Missi
very very much
When was the last time you were on an airpl
when i flew out to kansas city last october (over a year ago)
b and my cousins
Are you an alcoh
nope :)
Where
either talking to b or going to bed
What made your day?
i took a bubble bath and now i smell like honey
What are you excit
b's birthday, i might be going down to r/c, might get to see b (huge maybe)
Does anyon
a couple
When was the last time you cried
yesterday morning when i said goodbye to b and started driving home
What are you good at in schoo
arguing :)
Do you trust
b and my girls
Who will you be with Satur
uh, probably my little sister
What woke you up this morni
one of my mom's day care kids coming in to see if i was up yet...she's not supposed to come in my room, but she does
Is tomor
hopefully, it's my birthday :)
How many myspa
one
What was your first
go away kid!
Where
married to b, and hopefully doing something productive
Who do you wish you were with right
i'm irritating, i know, but b
Would
depends
Do you liste
yep
What do you want to do right
i don't know
Are you liste
no, gilmore girls on dvd
Are you talki
nope
What makes
ignorance, prejudice
What are the third
your bill is available
:) see you soon :)
What do you usual
check the time
What emoti
complicated
Who did you hang out with Frida
b!
Do you find the oppos
occasionally
How many pierc
one in each ear
Are you a morni
can be either
Do you have a frien
b, and a couple of my cousins are always there when i need them, even at three in the morning
Name one thing
there was a wreck on the bridge when i was coming home from town
Do you wear the hood on your hoodi
only if i'm freezing
How long does it take for you to take a showe
at least 20 minutes, unless i'm really rushing
Do you like the smell
not really
Have you kisse
nope
Do your paren
kind of
What are you liste
gilmore girls on dvd
Do you like panca
yeah, i like waffles better though
Do you trust
if i didn't, they wouldn't be my friend
How have you felt today
still kind of confused
Are you a forgi
i try to be
Ever had a girl best frien
several
Ever had a guy best frien
i think so
Do you hate the last girl you had a conve
my sister? that would be problematic
Last time you laugh
this afternoon
Who was the last perso
somebody calling for my dad
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Exactly One Month from Right This Minute
I was going to be married...I'd be coming out of the temple with B, married to him, this time February 13th. And now, we're not going to for a long time and I'm sad. And I just have to rant a little bit.
You do NOT know how I'm feeling. You can't know, even if you've had a similar experience, because you aren't me. I can guarantee there are circumstances that I haven't told you, even if I've told you more than most people.
I do NOT want or need the extra time to plan my freaking wedding. We were having a simple, casual, easy wedding because that's what we want, NOT because that's all we had time for or could afford. The important thing is the MARRIAGE, not the stupid flowers and bridesmaids (which we still won't have). We are, however, using this time to make sure (AGAIN) that this is right and make sure (AGAIN) that we're on the same page about the rest of our lives. Which we are. And I DEFINITELY do not want a bridal shower, ESPECIALLY with only the old ladies at church. IF I have a bridal shower, I want it to be fun and with my girlfriends, and there will be NO stupid games or forced awkwardness.
There are some circumstances that I probably haven't told you and I probably won't unless I have to, and until then, I'm definitely not discussing them on this public blog.
This little rant probably wasn't directed at you. I'm just fed up with annoying people and the fact that I'm not thrilled about my and B's marriage being postponed doesn't help my mood.
Although, I DO get to go to Oregon to see B next week! Yay! :)
You do NOT know how I'm feeling. You can't know, even if you've had a similar experience, because you aren't me. I can guarantee there are circumstances that I haven't told you, even if I've told you more than most people.
I do NOT want or need the extra time to plan my freaking wedding. We were having a simple, casual, easy wedding because that's what we want, NOT because that's all we had time for or could afford. The important thing is the MARRIAGE, not the stupid flowers and bridesmaids (which we still won't have). We are, however, using this time to make sure (AGAIN) that this is right and make sure (AGAIN) that we're on the same page about the rest of our lives. Which we are. And I DEFINITELY do not want a bridal shower, ESPECIALLY with only the old ladies at church. IF I have a bridal shower, I want it to be fun and with my girlfriends, and there will be NO stupid games or forced awkwardness.
There are some circumstances that I probably haven't told you and I probably won't unless I have to, and until then, I'm definitely not discussing them on this public blog.
This little rant probably wasn't directed at you. I'm just fed up with annoying people and the fact that I'm not thrilled about my and B's marriage being postponed doesn't help my mood.
Although, I DO get to go to Oregon to see B next week! Yay! :)
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Public Service Announcement
As you all know, B and I were supposed to get married February 13 of this year. After a lot of thought and consideration, we have decided to postpone our wedding. We're still very much planning on getting married, but we can't do so right now. I'm sorry if you had bought plane tickets or otherwise made arrangements to be there
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